Thursday, October 13, 2011
Lost undisclosed religion
Words fly out like endless rain into a paper cup saying: "have no fear, for when I'm alone, I'll be better off than I was before". Nothing is going to change my world, and all the empty spaces that used to be full of reasons to life, yes, long past those days but, you know, I've got this light and I'll be around to grow who I was before. With all the flaking make-ups and smiles, the mind's way out in the water though, swimming in the Caribbean, animals hiding behind the rocks except the little fish telling me: "everybody needs some time on their own, don't you know you need some time all alone? when your fears subside, you can still do it, when there's no one left to blame, you could still go beyond the horizon of the place you lived when you were young in a world of magnets and miracles when your thoughts strayed constantly and without boundaries", and I believed in the words of the little fish.
I was in the corner the whole time, trying to keep the seeds safe but the reality grasped everything. Oh beloved story, I thought I never cared for what they do or say, just a thought though, not a practice I guess, but believe it or not, couldn't be much more from the heart. It was the destiny showing as a division bell running before time taking our dreams away, leaving the myriad small creatures trying to tie us to the ground, to a life consumed by slow decay, the slip that brought us to our knees failed. And that was the first cut, and always the first cut is the deepest...
O my little sparkling passion, I know and I feel that life is bigger, bigger than you, I have lost my religion. Don't put yourself in the spotlight. Now I've said too much, but just one more thing: Time, reverse and rewind, erase and revise, and try to start again..
P.S. almost all of the words in this post are from some of my favorite song lyrics by: Muse, Muse, Muse, Elloy, Beatles, Eddie Vedder, Pixies, Guns N' Roses, Pink Floyd, R.E.M, Metallica, Rod Stewart, R.E.M
P.S. description of the image: Olive grove by Van Gogh