Thursday, August 26, 2010


There are so many things need to be taken care of, all mixed together, preparing for the lectures every week, two research projects that need to be started and finalized, thesis, qualifying exam, enrolled class and small annoying chores in the office and home ... and yet this feeling is strange. comes and goes so often, oh yeah what goes around sometimes strangely comes around again and here we are, planet earth, human beings, hope and happiness and sometimes -hopefully- being down. It's a long time since I felt it and that is being restarted again very irregular. I have to sleep again..

Saturday, August 21, 2010

You got a fast car

listening to the "Fast Car" by "Tracy Chapman" thinking about so many things all at the same time and the same weight. mixed like a fruit salad with all the tastes, made a bitter sweet moment in my mind right now, right here at my room, the new room, in a new house. things were new and always the newer ones are coming toward me. had a trip to Chicago, a wonderful trip filled with science and adventures with the flavor of fun, so fun spicy. oh, and ...
I remember we were driving driving in your car
The speed so fast I felt like I was drunk
City lights lay out before us
And your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder
And I had a feeling that I belonged
And I had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone  ...
oh and ...
thinking of people surrounding me, people who dare, who fear, who think and who fail, people oh, people come from society, people form it, and oh people sometime get so much like an artifact, like a what, like a hand craft, people who work morning to night, people who stink, people who I don't want to hate but I've no choice. oh this damn thought of the people, it sometimes drive me nuts.
now oh now ..
You got a fast car
I want a ticket to anywhere
Maybe we make a deal
Maybe together we can get somewhere ..
we make a deal, get me from her, from him, from them, just get me far away where I can be still the same kid, close the eyes and while the drops streaming down the face, I'll be alone and filled with the very enlightening sparks of hope.
Oh n I was going to say something about a person who thinks every word he says is right is correct, he teases people caz he's the first class, that's what he thinks most of the time. he fools people, but he's totally wrong, I can feel it he's too far from the right place. remember once he said, the only reason you're alive it's because you're not at the exact point you ought to be. and he's still getting away from that point. get him straight, but of people plz.
this came from a deep dizziness. just to let u know not to take it very serious! good night angel..
You got a fast car
But is it fast enough so we can fly away
We gotta make a decision
We leave tonight or live and die this way...

Monday, August 9, 2010


هیچ حرف خاصی نیست. یک سال تمام شد. اثاث کشی هم کردیم دقیقا سالروز فرود بر دیار کفر. سرویس شدم. دیگه بسه دیگه اینجا میخوام موندگار شم. به عنوان پیام بازرگانی فقط بگم که امیدوارم همیشه آدم بد های زندگیم ازم دور شن. اینجوری حس بهتری دارم