Trash diary

It's like a ghost roaming in the mind, grinding my pink cells, what the heck is this attitude I get sometime. and this trash bin has turned to be my pocket diary. actually it's not a diary! it's being a trash dump! I'm sorry for the technology, I'm being emptied here for so long times, do you know the garden of eden? I've never been there, but this disgusting attitude has always been there so far to now! being human sometime sucks, life sometime sucks, some time not.. sorry trash diary

Sometimes

You know what? sometimes it's really weird this way. being here as an stranger, doing ur works and all those bullshits n still having some feeling terrible deep down inside. this being here. just this being here sometimes gets dreadful. I'm serious, It sometimes drive me crazy. I was talking to one of my friends Amin, regarding the fact, if I, typically me, if I had no family, no friend no one that care for me, I probably get rid of this fucking life. it sometime nonesence. I tatsed it. fine! I'm done but again it comes to the people I know, not I love, but they love me! they mind n they care where I am, what i do, how I do... that's the only point of being alive sometime. God, lovely lord, I'm sorry for bein so rude oftenly, but this is the way it is. show me something to stand on it. attention plz. I said sometimes...

Piss on town

Somebody tell me why it's this much raining. sounds the sky is totally a piss. I can't go I can't come. this damn adviser is pissing on me too. God you don't please.

Exhaust

I feel really tired. what the hell's happening here?!! i got my salary, wooo it's a lot of money dude, but that's not the point. when you just subtract the bills and univ tuition and so on you come to a point that only a few money's remained for you to live with!!! shittt. it couldn't be worst. so I'm going to live in a cool town, with cool friends, cool house, cool weather. with no money in pocket. damn it.
reminds me of the great song "I will survive".

Tired of being tired

Just came home after a very boring day's usual works. though I woke up late today, got lots of thing to do yet did some of 'em done! home works hopefully are done. tomorrows classes, meetings, etc. is waiting for me again.
God willing I'll be leader.
reminds me of that awful movie sunshine cleaning in which the girl says: "you are great, you are powerful, you are the leader". lol.
time to get up.